All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try

I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn, the more I learn
The more I cry, the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try


All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be

ive tried my best. and if i fail...
i dont want to think about it anymore.
no more ifs, could bes, should bes
im all over it.

i'm gonna hate the farewell party so much.
im just gonna be so sad or upset at leaving
its just going by in a flash
these memories
that linger on
i dont want to read all those words
and start crying all over again
to just cry and cry
all those memories
containing so many of us

you took a piece of my heart and soul
and i can never ask it back

dont you understand?
you think its so easy
for me
to turn around
and say that you're
nothing to me
no more?